I wonder how today went for those of us afflicted with the disease of More? Those of us who want more of anything on the outside – food, alcohol, drugs, sex, money, clothes…- to make us feel better on the inside, tend to have rougher days on the holidays which revere More.
Thanksgiving always felt like an addiction buffet – the food, the alcohol, the coffee, cigarette breaks to get away…And I’d consume WAY too much of all.
I still don’t quite understand why people love this holiday, but okay – I respect your right to be normal.
If anyone who struggles or struggled in the past would be willing to tell me how it went, I’d love to hear.
I can’t imagine I’m the only one who found this day…excruciating.